I look around and see different people, having different stories.
Stories happen. Every day comes with a whole new story. Your
own story; and the people you see, their
story. The more you'll try relating yourself with their story, the better will you understand.
However, the reason why I’m writing this post is really
vague. Ever came across that urge to write, even though you’re totally out of
thoughts –proper sensible thoughts –yet still, you want to sit and pen down
every single chunk that’s coming into your head and its hell frustrating when
you try to digest back those random
circling thoughts!
Circling thoughts remind me, of how utterly tired have I become!
Tired of so-many-things; tired, of everything.
The judgmental-heads would come to comment criticize
this ‘negative approach’ of mine. So to tell them, I’m not being a pessimist or
some sort of looser; but the walls that I have around which I’ve built just
cause of people like you out there,
they happen to collapse and the concealed spills out..
What exactly am I tired of, you cannot know now, since I’m
not particular about it either.
Yes, the particularities are yet to hit my head; and when
they will, I won’t miss to mention them. But just to provide you with a little
hint and intimate epilogue; there has been a lot happening –with me, and around
me –which has again brought me to the verge of nothingness!
And again, those who’ll take the gist that I am considering my unidentifiable conflicts as world’s
biggest issues, and that I’m just too insensitive to others’ problems and troubles –well, how much I wish to rip their
head off just with my words and loud expression for their lame and pathetic
judgment! However though, I would do no such thing but tell them enough that
since they do-NOT know me; Yes, YOU donot know me, hence, you should avoid judging me just on the basis
of what I appear to be!!!
This triggers a whole new topic on which I could write and
write and write. I’m surely coming
back on this, for how much I hate this society which I’m a part of. The mindless
trends they’ve bred, and I am being victimized!
Sadly, I have no escape. Like always, I’ve ended up in this
battle with a thrashing defeat on myself before society and religion.
Sighhh.
