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Hibernation Ends

Creating random errors was common now. Forgetting things, literally not seeing the things in front, lack of attention, absent mind, lethargy, fever, and mind occupied of something unknown; couldn’t be more of a mess! Needed a serious break. A long period of hibernation.

A month over; semester break at its end. I. did. Nothing. Nothing at all. All those plans to write, paint, draw, click, learn to cook and so much more didn’t happen. I did nothing except for sleeping and watching tv. But to tell the truth, I don’t regret it, because somewhere, I really needed that. Sleep and distraction; so much of sleep and so much of distraction to fix myself...

Have you ever tried fixing yourself? Try some time. It isn’t easy. Because even when you’re in hibernation, they crawl down to you and unintentionally gives a jerk to the tower of efforts you’ve lain down, making it collapse. You are thus back from where you started with nothing but a wreckage of efforts.

I watched tv all the time. Comedy shows, favorite childhood movies, favorite Disney cartoons; drowned myself in total fantasies and past memories. Avoided every possible medium which would make me see, and so I stopped using social websites from computer. A total cut off with everyone. No meeting ups. No texts. No calls. Sometimes you need it, right?

Made me angry at times, what a terrible shake! Wasn’t this. But everything seems worth enduring for what I've received now. Surprising you might find, all of these things helped. I got better. No more frequent fevers. No more lack of hunger. No more absent-minded attitude. So you see, what bad they say about closing your eyes isn’t much true. I closed my eyes, and I got better. Forgot to shut my ears, for which received a jerk to the walls I made around; I managed to overcome the quake anyhow, and got better.

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Day after tomorrow marks the beginning of another new race. Leaving behind everything, I'm now looking forward to a normal and a better start. Good luck. =)