Saturday 24 December 2011

Adieu 2011

By the end of every year, I turn pretty nostalgic; I repeatedly ask this one question, ‘where did this year go?’ And sure enough, the answer is a deep sigh.
I remember not-welcoming 2011. Because I was sad, for the fact that time is running out of my hands!
I expected nothing from this year. I thought it to be like 2010, boring and absolutely unwanted!
When I was standing at the end of 2010, I had no words to define how my year 2010 was because it went unusually fast! There was altogether nothing super cool or evergreen about it; it was a boring speedy year.
However, now when I’m standing at the end of the year 2011, I could gladly answer the question how my year 2011 was.
2011 has given me answers to my questions, more questions, more experiences, more lessons and most of all,
2011 was like a dead end to everything I had from past. Everything I had, sort of wrapped up in 2011 in the form of just memories.....
2011 was a life changer. A true life changer.
2011 brought numerous new colors to my life.
It taught me to get over the regrets from my past, taught me to manage facing the world, taught me how to pull myself back every time I trip, and helped me construct that concealing wall around me.
2011 showed me who I am and what I want to do; it supplied me with chunks of courage to walk through uncertainties, and most of all, it provided me the strength to continue running in this race.
It made me realize that this life is a gift; that I wouldn’t get to live back again, so instead of wasting time in regretting and worrying and fighting and hating, I should live life.
Live it the way I want to, Experience every single moment, Make wrong decisions, Smile at my past mistakes, Step into the fog of uncertainty with concrete hope!
2011 helped me repair myself.
I owe this *New Me* to 2011.
So after 2008 and 2009, I hereby add 2011 to the list of Unforgetable Years.
Adieu 2011..


You changed me and my life.
I will really really miss you~*