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I look around and see different people, having different stories.

Stories happen. Every day comes with a whole new story. Your own story; and the people you see, their story. The more you'll try relating yourself with their story, the better will you understand.

However, the reason why I’m writing this post is really vague. Ever came across that urge to write, even though you’re totally out of thoughts –proper sensible thoughts –yet still, you want to sit and pen down every single chunk that’s coming into your head and its hell frustrating when you try to digest back those random circling thoughts!

Circling thoughts remind me, of how utterly tired have I become! Tired of so-many-things; tired, of everything.

The judgmental-heads would come to comment  criticize this ‘negative approach’ of mine. So to tell them, I’m not being a pessimist or some sort of looser; but the walls that I have around which I’ve built just cause of people like you out there, they happen to collapse and the concealed spills out..

What exactly am I tired of, you cannot know now, since I’m not particular about it either.

Yes, the particularities are yet to hit my head; and when they will, I won’t miss to mention them. But just to provide you with a little hint and intimate epilogue; there has been a lot happening –with me, and around me –which has again brought me to the verge of nothingness!

And again, those who’ll take the gist that I am considering my unidentifiable conflicts as world’s biggest issues, and that I’m just too insensitive to others’ problems and troubles –well, how much I wish to rip their head off just with my words and loud expression for their lame and pathetic judgment! However though, I would do no such thing but tell them enough that since they do-NOT know me; Yes, YOU donot know me, hence, you should avoid judging me just on the basis of what I appear to be!!!

This triggers a whole new topic on which I could write and write and write. I’m surely coming back on this, for how much I hate this society which I’m a part of. The mindless trends they’ve bred, and I am being victimized!

Sadly, I have no escape. Like always, I’ve ended up in this battle with a thrashing defeat on myself before society and religion.

Sighhh.